God, I feel like my heart has been ripped out and trampled on by a stampede of elephants. I guess you could say I saw it coming. I always knew long distance relationships don't work but I was too lovesick and deluded to stop it from happening to me. Don't really know why I'm writing about it. I'm not ashamed, just feeing angry, betrayed, foolish, lonely, stupid and so many more things now.
All the tears have gone because I realise that the person that I loved so much wasn't the person I thought he was. He said that he would get "punished" in the future for treating me badly and I said I hoped he doesn't. I believe in Karma and what goes around usually comes back around with full vengance. I have been on the end of that vengance before and it isn't nice, so for his sake I hope he doesn't feel that. Although I have a sneaky suspicion that it will. He is still a good guy, if a little young. I realise that I just can't be that mean about him. My friends will do that for me.
Anyway, life goes on and there are plenty of fish in the sea. I just don't like fish...lol. Wish me luck!
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